April 12, 2002 ~ 11:46 p.m.
Feeling:
I haven't been writing in here for days. About five days to be exact. It's strange that I'd want to write about the days I've missed and now that I have a chance to do so...I feel lazy about it. It's nearly midnight and I want to sleep, I want to do other things but I want to stay up and talk to Kai for a while.
There have been a number of things I wanted to talk about, my day, the changes of moods I've been going through and interesting thoughts that crossed my mind. Right now I'd like to go on a writing spree.
This entry is random for now. There's so many things to talk about, think about, write about. What you think, and what you feel, needs to be let out once in a while to make you feel better if you are mad or sad. You could look back at your diary as a reference to all the things you thoughts you wrote about.
Sometimes people would like to keep their thoughts private. That works fine, as people would like to only have their words to themself, but here in diaryland I guess it's more of a public thing if you're diary is not locked and you want people to read about what you write, and relate to the ideas you think.
Someone told me in my chatterbox that they disagreed with the fact that I said that people only write in their diaries for publicity. What I really meant to say was that they would probably only do it for a review, where they want to get a good score. Reviews are to tell you how to improve your diary so people will get a better read in it. However, if someone thinks their diary is already good maybe they'd want to have a perfect score to show that they are a really good diary so that more people can read it.
Your diary is a storage for thoughts and events that happen in your everyday life. Like I've mentioned before people like to read about other people's lives, if they make it sound interesting. It would be interesting to see if you could see a book that had every detail written about your life since you were born, that would really be an interesting read.
Not everyone writes completely everything about themself. Ah, I'll just stop for now and do my catch-up tomorrow. It's late, dad's telling me to go to sleep...
Ah what the heck with diary updates. I'll write whenever I feel like it. I don't want to do it just because I'd get points deducted from a review. I mean, that shouldn't be graded so highly in a review. What you want is quality in writing, not how many times you write. I mean, people do get writer's block once in a while.
It's like those writers that let an idea sit for months to years until they finally finish a story that can turn out to be completely fascinating. So, I'm letting my thoughts age...but I might forget about them. Enough with my subconscious writing. I'm done for tonight.
~♥
Can't take this crap anymore...
Torn
Staying Strong
Heavenly Music
A Filipino Drunkard's Party
Living life »»†«« in solitude...
